last night, i drunk my self till death just to help succumb this feeling of nothingness inside.. i cant blame her or anyone with this. i dont like to whine about life or how does it treats me. sanay na ako e.. and somehow i dont remember if i cried my self to sleep.(reeeeeeeeealy pathetic huh? >.<) but i do remember before i shut myself down to the depths of my Neverwonderland i left her a message on her YM saying, "sana manalo tau CW.. "(aw, ndi ko na maalala grabeh, dame ko nainom) though i really want tell is, "i want to be with you eventhough it is so wrong..."
im so guilty about my feelings.. this is wrong but it feels so right. pakiramdam ko napaka sama kong tao... I am not realy like this so EMO 2 weeks ago. im just a simple guy enjoying the things that life brings me..
aarrghhh~ gus2 kong sumigaw, gus2 kong akyatin yang bundok na nasa tabi ng bahay namin at sumigaw ng napakalakas. i want to call her name but i cant. sigh.
i dont have a clue on how to deal with things like this.. maybe im just being immature? or being selfish? sigh..
im so guilty about my feelings.. this is wrong but it feels so right. pakiramdam ko napaka sama kong tao... I am not realy like this so EMO 2 weeks ago. im just a simple guy enjoying the things that life brings me..
aarrghhh~ gus2 kong sumigaw, gus2 kong akyatin yang bundok na nasa tabi ng bahay namin at sumigaw ng napakalakas. i want to call her name but i cant. sigh.
i dont have a clue on how to deal with things like this.. maybe im just being immature? or being selfish? sigh..
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