please wake me up

my head aches. confused. i dont feel good. i feel like crying. i just wanna be a ghost..
i feel like im numb. my lips are trembling. im cold. and somehow im lonely.. duh >.<
i want to wake up from this dream,this surreal place,am now hating my self,i just want
go some place that no one, or anyone will now me. i feel ashamed of my self. i feel stupid
I'm so pathetic..

please wake me up