Now Playing: Things Dont Always Turn Out That Way~

Well he can't sleep at night

And he can't do what's right

It was all because she came into his life

it's a deep obsession, taking up his time..

she's all that he wants, she's ALL that he needs

she's EVERYTHING he just wont believe

Take away his doubt, turn him inside out

Then she can see what he's been dying to say

but things don't always turn out that way..

ungghh.. as i type those lyrics from alex bond (sup dude!) teka parang na iiyak ata aku. w8 lang.*dried out my watery eyes* lolz.. Errm nasan na nga ba me? ay, as i type those words nga.. parang repeatedly being stab by a knife ryt thru my heart.. pero lil by lil parang i know na kung anung gagawin sa problema ko, ay ndi pla e2 problem.. it is just my fantasy lang pla, i hate fooling myslef.

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pero diko namamalayan ganun na pla ang ginagawa ko.. hiyang hiya na me sa kanya.. maybe hindi nya lang sinasabi pero ramdam ko "pls.. i dont want to be rude but will you stop bugging me?" <-- parang ganyan ay w8 uli...*dried out my watery eyes* kc uber bait nya tlga kaya siguro she's not that kind of person para sabihin ang ganung words.. *sobs*.

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ndi nmn tlga ako umaasa..(im the kind of person ung 'Expect the worsts and just beat it")kaya nga e2 o, d2 sa diary.. eerm,sa blog ko nilalabas..LOLz wala kc ako masabihan ng problema kaya d2 nlng hehe :P.

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ang galing ko nga umakting eh, walang nakaka notice even her! hoho~ galing ko tlga mag tago ng feelings

well buti nlng sakto lang 'dough' ko ngaun kung ndi mag lalasheng nnmn ako. wooooooot~

siguro nid ko lang ng bagong 'hobby' aww just want to play Ar-Ep! pero yoko mag log in using Ash.. aww

siguro papa change name ko nlng un.

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hmm maybe your wondering kc puro ka-EMO-han ung naka post d2? kc ang balak ko when im ready to

tell it to her na.. (my true feelings) i didirect ko nlng sha d2. kc siguro iniisip nya ang manhid manhid manhid ko..the truth is really love her..but it cannot be..pero i always try nman to control it.. lol.

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ayan parang ok na ko, ndi ko na feel umiyak.. LOLZ 'nu ka ba pre?? lalake tayo noh! boys dont cry' *talking to himself* aw boys dont cry daw.. LOKOHIN MO SARILI MO! wakokok. aw ganito ba tlga pag inlab? *sighs* i wish feelings was like just a file that you could delete whenever you want it.